I met this guy named Drew. He's really sweet. We hung out almost all day today. He doesnt talk much, but he puts his arm around me and strokes my hair and is just sweet all around. I dunno,... just somebody there to keep me company i guess.
SOmething interesting happned today. Bj called me... weird huh? Kinda freaked me out, but then again i was kinda happy cuz even tho he is probably the most perverted thing on the face of this planet, he DID seem to care for me while we were dating and he's been stcking around through alot, but as alwasy we always end up fighting with eachother. Goh, wtf? WHy do i even talk to him!? All he does is make me feel like shit NOW,..... i guess i just remember all the good times we've had and sometmies want it back so desparently, but its apparent that will never happen. Never. Just like nothing else will ever happen with anybody else... nobody... cuz im a fuck up.. a guinuine fuck up, laughing stock of the whole fucking world... a perfect example of what people need NOT to be... what the fuck ever, think i give a fuck? LOL, nope.
Anywyas, i get to play basketball this year... YAY. im excited.
Well, i was gonna go into detail about my feelings or what not but i got tons of homework to do.. AGAIN... and i jsut dont feel like it.... so i'll write again later.
Bye